I adore morning rain. For some unidentified reasons, I feel secure when it is raining. It is like a good pat on my back saying “bad day will pass”,”here is a little rain for you, so cheer up!”-sort of comfort – and I do feel better when it’s raining.
I still remember someone defined “love” by blindness. He said love is..when you see flaws in your loved one but still keep loving them. I second that but I didn’t tell him how exactly my definition of love is because on that time, I, myself was so confused about me. Sounds weird but yeah I was uncertain about what I want back then.
Now that I, well, kinda found a little piece of myself,- so let me define how I think love should be. I would be glad if he read this because there is no chance anymore for me to tell him anything. (but how on earth he could find me on this blog -perhaps he has a little intelligent to google up my name and finally read this-but who cares if he doesn’t. Ah shut up brain).
For me love is not all about accepting all the flaws of your loved ones, it consists of different things and aspects. Love should be in line with what Allah had mentioned in Al Quran. Pure and clean, if you know what I mean. If the way you love someone is not right (sinful) then leaving it would be a true love. I can’t ignore Allah’s regulations-after all, HE is the source of everything. We are His slaves and so, everything including love should tally with His T&C.
Love, is when you focus on a person, and being enough of that person. You don’t feel any need to talk to another woman or man, you feel enough. You share special things with only that person that you love. You know how to make it special, you prioritize, sensible and refused to go free. Love is special. I value love high, so anything below my benchmark, even though it hurts like hell, I will walk away. Time heals and I believe if I practice what Allah has sets, I will be fine. My heart will be recovered and everything will be just so fine like a rainy day. Love is a great feeling but take note that, love isn’t necessarily to be together. Sometimes when you leave someone for the sake of Allah’s love, turns out it is a BETTER love.
So yeah, it is all that I wanna say. Life is temporary, we should be careful and selective on where we put our love.
I’m not sorry for being me (wound will be healed, it is a normal process in life).
Have a great life onwards, from not your favorite person.
Me being me.