I am sorry for this uncertainty that I brought up.
To be honest, I’m not really sure what I’m thinking and feeling right now. It is an ultimate ashame to say that I’m not even know what I want in this life. In me ; in everything.
I’m sorry for myself. I was trapped inside me and my soul. If there’s a time that I feel like to run away and hide, this is one of the times.
I’m not more than a hollow, empty – mobile – organism.
Just leave me.