I think, at the end of the day all what you have is just yourself and this kind of silence when you lie down on your bed, staring at the blank dark ceiling waiting for your eyes to get tired and finally drag your whole self down to the deep sleep. This kind of quietness, you are still alone no matter how happy and happening your day was.
Life is about yourself. You’re alone after all. People will leave you,some will tell you some lies to make your day up. They will pull you closer and crash you after some periods.
So, trust yourself more. Love yourself even more better; because you just got you at the end of the day.
What a hectic week.
Wish I can stop for a while, packing up my backpack going somewhere serene; running away from this bleeding world, from cars and buildings, from peoples and hypocrisy.
I wish I can stop for a while.
Okay. Admit it, has been ages since my last blog post.
Life is good for now (perhaps), work is fine, hopefully! I’m adjusting myself in (and trying to breath somewhere between it) when I didn’t write. I nearly forget the writer side of me, something that I once promised to do not forget no matter what. But I did unfortunately. Never mind.
A month of working at BCI Asia. Never had I imagined I will get involved in this field. Like seriously, construction field? Haha. Not in my wildest dream. But Allah is The Greatest planner, and I can see myself growing in this company. The fact that I’m happy doing this job and my colleagues are all mature,professional and kind, what else I want? Oh ya, I just wanna stay there a bit longer than ever. I wanna pass this probation period and secure myself up. I have a plan, and the plan will be activated after I secure a place in the company.
Please Ya Allah, I wanna pass this probation period.