By just believing..

I’ve been saving this draft for quite some times. Life has been quite good, or is it just me being over-confident that everything is good? Anyway, I believe everything is good – will be good ; that everything harsh will settle down, every bad things will slowly find its exit way. That aside, as the title denoted, I just feel like writing something about belief . About when you strongly believe that something is not that impossible, somehow they will turn out possible!

Now, believe in me. Do strongly believe in everything that you disbelieved. Thanks to this small book named “The Magic of Thinking Big”, I’m not that kind of person who usually invest my time reading motivation book! Tell you the truth, Izni is a kind of person who shitly say “whatever” after reading one-or-two-pages of a typical motivation book. But this book – it’s an exceptional. How to put it, urm its like when you hate eating ice cream (me not!) but when a special someone hands you an ice cream, the somehow different. Ok, what’s the point of the comparison?!

Anyway, here goes the true content.

This book, is a must-read book for everybody. The way David puts the word together – I’m on fire. I have no idea how by just believing that “you can do it” can be that powerful. Even if you think you have no capability of achieving certain things, when you started to plant a strong belief in yourself, everything will turn out smoothly. You’ll be surprised when you look back someday, that things you thought was impossible, is now achievable.

How it affects me? 2 weeks ago, in my working place, I basically gave up on my self. You know, work loads. I have that evil thought in my mind that “I can’t do it. It is impossible. I don’t know how to do this. I’m done.” But then, I remembered that I read this book. Why not implementing those rumors that by believing you can, you actually can. Ahaks. That cheesy quote, I said. Let’s try.

I tried.

Things get better, to my surprise. I don’t know how to describe it, but really, things starting to get better. I achieved that particular thing that I once thought impossible! No kidding, you better believe in your self now. Like really, please believe you’re capable of anything. Be confident. Do not let anything breaks you. You got a dream, you gotta protect it.  Copy that?

One of the thousand bombs that sticks onto my mind is that –

Think success, don’t think failure. At work, in your home, substitute success thinking for failure thinking. When you face a difficult situation, think, “I’ll win”, not “I’ll probably lose”.

When you compete with someone else, think, I’m equal to the best,” not “I’m outclassed.”.

When opportunity appears, really think “I can do it”, never “I can’t”.

Let the master thought “I will succeed” dominate your mind to create plans that produce success. Thinking failure does the exact opposite. Failure thinking conditions the mind to think other thoughts that produce failure.

It does sounds like an easy peasy command when one said Believe in yourself! – but when you really practice it, you will know.

Enough of that long rant. I will definitely write something about the book again, InsyaAllah. Next time, let consider uploading the book’s cover, I’m just too lazy to snap anything now.

Anyway, thanks for those who read! Drop me some comment or better yet a marriage proposal. I will consider it. Okbye.



So, I started to understand how it feels, Natasha.

Having that thought, of not capable of chasing something has indeed make us down and feeling useless, humiliated at the same time. I used to read your face while we are together, it is something ‘down’ written all over you. I can tell from your eyes and smiles, you’re hiding something that you don’t want people to know about it. About how you feel deep down – how the insecurity eats you alive and now I realized, this thing – this insecurity ; we cant help it because it is so parasitic.

I am scared.

“Not many people believe that they can move mountain, So, as result, not many people do”.

So, it has been quite some times since I updated about my current job. Last 2 months was a good struggle and I passed it, I guess? This month gonna be my last month of probation period. With a higher target set by KC, sometimes I feel like I’m dead man, why on earth did she set the target that drastically high for a new starter like me? I was like, fine, the real color has showed up, gotta prepare for it.

At some point I feel like I’m so gonna pass this, like I swear I can make this happen – no matter what- as long as I keep the belief in me. Crossing the golden quote written by David in his book of ‘The Magic of Thinking Big’ – he wrote something sounds like this :

Belief works this way. Belief, the “I’m positive- I can” attitude, generate power, skill, and energy needed to do it, When you believe I-can-do-it, the how-to-do-it develops. 

He said again – Believe, really believe, you can move a mountain, and you can. Not many people believe that they can move mountain, So, as result, not many people do. 

So guess what my friend? I am so gonna move this mountain, I will pass this probation shits and I will be a permanent staff there and stop worrying about the unreal things. Like,really. No kidding.


Please, I wanna win this time! I’m done with lessons.