Izzati’s resignation last week..was like a thunderstorm. A sharp and loud thunderstorm. Perhaps that’s the closest way how to describe it. It feels like I’m battling this alone. KC spoke to me just now, she said she gave me another 2 months for me to prove myself. Izzati used to be my battling partner, and without her starting this moment, I feel like..something is missing. I lost my best friend, I lost my first friend here. I should figure out how to win this battle as soon as possible.
I must win, no matter what. Ya Allah, make it easy for me.
p/s: have you ever felt like you’re battling on something alone?